“It’s easy to feel that you’re getting lost in a fruitless effort when you’re pursuing your art.”
In a recent discussion, Mojo talked about some of the difficulties he’s had over the years dealing with people who haven’t understood his drive and passion. I know the drill all too well. There are many perfectly wonderful folks in this world, with varying levels of creativity, who just don’t get it. They don’t share our wiring. At times, they ask, beg, demand, and plead with us to:
- be reasonable
- be logical
- do things that make sense
- think about the implications
- live in the “real” world
- stop working against them
- settle down
- stop ‘disturbing’ others
- be grateful for what we already have
- essentially join the crowd because, after all, if most people do it, it must be the appropriate action
- lighten up
- even … give up
Even when they ask these things nicely, they don’t realize just what they’re asking. They don’t know the power they hold individually and as a collective group. They don’t understand that folks like me and Mojo are not only struggling to create art, we’re also longing to find our place in a world they’ve created. They think the leopard can change his spots and the zebra erase his stripes, all because it’s a reasonable thing to do. They believe there is a comfort zone we all must share.
|I Never Meant to Upset You
12″ x 12″
In corporate America there are those who ask us to “think outside the box,” and be an “authentic leader.” But they want us to do so within the boundaries they understand.
My husband came home last night with a frown. Apparently, some of his business contacts had seen my painting, “I Never Meant to Upset You,” and found it “scary and disturbing.” They wondered what might be wrong with me that I would paint such things. I suggested that he let them know that it’s a powerful little piece of art that will be shown in an Italian exhibit on Human Rights next month.
I’m currently working with a highly creative artist on an Aberration Nation interview. It’s taking months, primarily because he doesn’t care for my blog format. It’s not what he’s used to, and doesn’t follow standard journalistic format. I’m working with him to structure his interview in a different way. That’s fine. What’s not fine is that he believes something is inherently flawed about my blog. Okay, so sure, I’d like to learn from this guy (who is also a friend of mine), and I don’t mind, but it has made me consider that even highly creative folks can become trapped in molds, either thrust upon them, or of their own creation.
I grew up idolizing my mother’s creativity yet she evolved into a highly set-in-her-ways individual, primarily based on the culture in which she was raised. She holds sacred, never-gonna-change views about people and situations. She calls them convictions. We’re all allowed to have those, but the idea always brings me back to one simple question:
How the hell can you be so sure you’re right?
Having an indestructible belief that you’re correct is extraordinarily powerful. It creates a surge in the environment, a spark, that can either be positive or negative, uplifting or destructive. Although I learned to hide the fact for many years, I’ve always been one to question the status quo, rules, boundaries, etc. As a kid, I often wondered who decided this or that, and why. Sometimes I could understand the why, whether or not I agreed with it, but sometimes, there didn’t seem to be a good reason.
As creative individuals, we often have to barrel through day after day of finger shaking in some form or another, depending on who surrounds us, where we live, and other life circumstances. And the stories range from a couple of sentences to gut wrenching tales of woe. But we continue on for our art, for what we believe in, and why we believe we were created. Many of us have wrestled with alligators and tousled with whales.
Mojo is a great example of the the creative spirit, and how it must go on. It’s stripes and spots, wiring, and thought process were meant to fly. After all, that magnificent flight through thundering skies and over tempest sea has carried civilization forward.
What’s your story? Have you always loved music?
I consider myself to be a conceptual artist. I create art from the heart and express myself as creatively as possible. All of it comes naturally to me. I’m the youngest of eight; the only one in my family who plays an instrument. My art/music emerged from a strong passion and grasp of sounds that go back as far as I can remember. I choose the concepts behind my work as they make themselves apparent in my life. I’ve been playing guitar for five years less than I have been alive; 38 years, which affords me the ability to reach and achieve creatively.
As an artist, I try to surround myself with people and art who are better than my own. I’m blessed that in my career I have been able to record or perform with many great people and some guitar legends I have admired since I was a kid. I’m quite respected for my playing but even more so for my creativity. This stems from a true passion and love for music that was so evident as a child that my mother immediately put an instrument in my hand. I’m very happy she chose the guitar.
My first “official” release came when I was only 15 years old, which stemmed an active recording career that has branched to an International level. I have always loved music and seek it out. My electronic music collection is up to four terabytes. I listen, consume, and experience music as much as possible. I absolutely love music and take the challenges life throws at me with a guitar in my hand and a smile on my face.
With regard to your current creative focus, was there an “ah-ha” moment you can tell us about?
Yes, I have had several, but one of the most recent ones is without a doubt when I sold out in Spain. I showed up that day to what I thought was a pub gig only to find out it was a theater. The place was decked out with art and filled with people there to share in it. I first looked out into a large room from side stage only to see row after row of empty seats. Then the next thing I know someone walks in and says, “You are sold out tonight.”
I had never been to Spain before. It was the first time that I saw how my art was touching the lives of others through the Internet on a large scale. For once in my life, I was able to put faces to the numbers I read when I look at my download statistics and CD sales. It’s easy to feel that you’re getting lost in a fruitless effort when pursuing your art; Pow!… that really touched me. I definitely knew I’m onto something. I mean, really … I have had a lot of ah-ha moments in my career. Like little love taps they creep into my life and kiss me, whispering in my ear to keep going. As far as a focus … my focus is the same as it has always been; to create art/music and follow my creative heart.
|Mojo Perry’s upcoming CD cover art.
For you, is music more about creation or expression? It could be both, but does one dominate with regard to your need/urge/desire to make music?
This is a very difficult question for me to answer. Music is my whole life and has been for as long as I can remember. I’ve never thought about this either way until just now. I have such a strong desire to create that the expression just shines without me ever really thinking about it.
I really believe that being creative is allowing yourself to make mistakes, art is knowing which ones to keep. I also believe that one cannot serve without the other. Creativity and expression are lovers that will never part. However, I do try to be selective as to which songs I release and which ones I don’t. I want to contribute honest, positive art. The rest I archive and add to a collection of songs that I hope will be a wonderful box set someday after I’m long gone. So … you might say my life is a collection of art in process.
How would you describe your musical style, and why does this appeal most to you creatively?
First and foremost I’m a Songwriter. I approach every song I write as an individual piece of work. I have strong Blues roots at times, which often throws me into the Blues Genres. All in all I would have to say that I am a Psychedelic Artist. I love manipulating sounds and pushing limits with my guitar. The beauty of the Psychedelic Genre is that the audience for it expects different, wild, and creative ideas, rhythms, and sounds; I absolutely adore that freedom. My career is based on it. In the marketplace I find myself in Psychedelic, Rock, Blues, Jam Band, Acoustic, and Singer Songwriter genres.
Do you believe some of the various attributes related to being highly creative have caused you aberrations in life, helped you deal with life’s aberrations, or both?
I think this is an individual question because the farther out you go, the more different you become. I look at people whom I’ve been drawn to since I was a child: Charles Bukowski, Jack Kerouac, Jimi Hendrix; they all suffered, they all were laughed and scoffed at but stuck it out. I’m doing the same thing; weathering the storms and creating art/music and living it up when I can and toughing it out when things are down. It’s not complicated for any true artist; it’s in our blood. The best blessing for me in being highly creative is that I always have a way to express what I’m feeling, going through, or am dealing with. As for the struggles I go through in pursuing my art, I’m continually shown how much I care about my art, what happens to it, and the fact that it is out there. I believe that when there is a connection to your creative side you explore a lot of things off the beaten track, which means there are certain hazards that come with it. With all of it I have grown in a way that I never would have if I had not gone through those tribulations and I’m grateful for all of it.
Have you had to deal with people in your life failing to understand your creative personality, interests, or drive? If so, can you tell us about it and how you’ve dealt with it?
Yes I have. Discretion is the better part of valor. I’ve had many circumstances over the years on both personal and professional levels that proved to be a struggle for all involved. I have it going on with various family members now and many others who just don’t see why I push so hard when I get so little back. They don’t experience what I see, hear, feel, or believe, and they certainly don’t have something so convictive in their life to push for. How could they understand ? I don’t even get it myself; I’m a slave to my art and the passion that burns in my blood. It’s simple but very complicated. I don’t think it will ever change and their will always be difficult situations. I will deal with it the way I always have. With my art/music and the gifts of being able to create something out of nothing.
Unfortunately, many creative people never achieve the success they dream about for various reasons. Have your biggest dreams come to pass yet? What do you dream of achieving now?
You are never alone when you have a dream. I have learned over the years to understand success in various ways. My biggest dreams have not come to pass; they are just beginning to happen for me. Sure, there are things that haven’t happened the way I wanted them to but that’s normal. But the other side of that coin is that there have been many great things that did happen. Sometimes it sucks to be broke at times but then again I have a lot to be grateful for.
As far as dreams go… man… I will always dream and work to achieve because that’s just what I do and when all is said and done people will be able to learn about me through my art/music, read about me, watch videos, listen to my work, and more. That’s what I’m dreaming to achieve. Just leaving my mark and being as happy as I can possibly be with a guitar in my hand and a pocketful of dreams. Well… all of that as well as continuing to grow as a guitarist and pushing limits. (Smiling)
Do you ever wonder if what you’re creating or expressing is as meaningful to others as it is to you? How important is that to you with regard to your overall goals? If you’ve created something that purely expresses who you are, is that enough, or is the circle only completed when someone else says, “Yes, she understands me,” or “Yes, that’s how I feel?”
Yes, I do wonder. As near as I figure, I don’t think anything an artist can create can be as meaningful to others as it is to them. How can it? When someone is moved enough and creative enough to create something from nothing and have a fully realized piece of work at the end, your talking about a journey from start to end. Only the person who creates it gets it that way; it’s really personal for me. To me, the circle is complete when I feel good about my art/music, expressed what I need to express, and written, played, and created the way I want to. My overall goals will never be affected but as a person I may be affected here and there. And in the times where I’m writing in regard to a person or situation and don’t get the response I want, well… I did the best I could.
Is there a difference between being creative and being talented? What are your thoughts on this?
I think there is a big difference. However, it takes talent that is sharpened and challenged repeatedly to explore creativity and created a distinguished fingerprint. Combined with method, vibe, and a multitude of other ingredients to get to a point where an artist label is achieved.